Enough.  There has to be someone in the world who I feel a deep connection to.  Someone I love fully who loves me.  It is possible.  Someone who doesn't ridicule me.  Someone who supports me.  But in order to find that person, I need to be that person first.

And I will not look until I am completely gone from here.  I will not betray Daniel.  But I must distance myself from his emotional abuse.

There is solace in solitude.